She’s only your friend, but in a way, you guys are so much closer than we are. It’s different, you’re like a big brother to her. Like, I get that you care about her a lot and she loves you too and like yeah, that’s completely normal. But it makes me feel so unimportant when she tells me about all those things you’ve said to her and then I think about when we talk and it’s so different. And we’re supposed to be closer, best friends.

Then I see these things she posts on Facebook about you, and yeah, that’s fine, but I get jealous, it’s hard to control my feelings.

I guess I just want to feel some importance when it comes to you. Sometimes you make me feel like I come first, but it’s really never that way. It’s just me and my fantasies.